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<channel><title><![CDATA[elizabeth khoury - Musings]]></title><link><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings]]></link><description><![CDATA[Musings]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 03 Apr 2026 14:54:15 -0700</pubDate><generator>Weebly</generator><item><title><![CDATA[Darkness as Knowledge]]></title><link><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/darkness-as-knowledge]]></link><comments><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/darkness-as-knowledge#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Tue, 17 Feb 2026 16:16:41 GMT</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/darkness-as-knowledge</guid><description><![CDATA[We learn the world first through light. Names require edges, and edges require illumination. A table becomes a table because its outline stabilizes; a door becomes an exit because it is visible from across the room. Daylight is a language that organizes objects into certainty. Darkness interrupts this agreement. In the dark, the room does not disappear &mdash; it loosens. Distances stretch and contract. The familiar rearranges itself without moving. The chair you passed a hundred times becomes a [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="paragraph">We learn the world first through light. Names require edges, and edges require illumination. A table becomes a table because its outline stabilizes; a door becomes an exit because it is visible from across the room. Daylight is a language that organizes objects into certainty. <br /><br />Darkness interrupts this agreement. In the dark, the room does not disappear &mdash; it loosens. Distances stretch and contract. The familiar rearranges itself without moving. The chair you passed a hundred times becomes an obstacle, not because it changed, but because you can no longer confirm it from afar. You must approach it, touch it, negotiate with it. Knowledge slows down and becomes physical.<br /><br />Sight allows recognition. Darkness demands encounter. This is why fear belongs to night, but also why intimacy does. In darkness, you cannot skim reality. You must listen, wait, adjust. A hallway at noon is geometry; at night it is duration. You cross it not in meters but in anticipation. Each step produces information: the floor&rsquo;s temperature, the air&rsquo;s density, the subtle echo that tells you how far the wall is. The body begins thinking. Perhaps darkness is not the absence of perception but the redistribution of it.<br /><br />For centuries, the unknown was imagined as something hidden inside the dark &mdash; spirits, presences, watchers. But the haunting may not come from what is concealed there. It may come from the collapse of distance itself. In daylight, things remain objects because they stay separate from us. In darkness, separation weakens. The world presses closer. Sound detaches from source; space folds inward; imagination stops being optional. <br /><br />You do not project into darkness. Darkness projects into you. This is why children fear corridors at night even when they know the architecture perfectly. They are not afraid of a creature waiting at the end, but of the corridor becoming something other than a corridor &mdash; of space acquiring intention. Without visual confirmation, the mind cannot maintain its borders. Possibility multiplies faster than certainty.<br /><br />Yet the same condition produces tenderness. Conversations held without lights feel different, as if words no longer belong entirely to the speaker. They travel differently, softer and less owned. Confessions prefer the dark because identity weakens there. One speaks not as a defined figure but as a voice among presences.<br /><br />Light isolates. Darkness entangles. Modern life treats illumination as safety: the lit street, the glowing screen, the insistence that everything must remain visible. But constant visibility reduces perception to verification. We check rather than experience. We confirm rather than discover. Nothing is allowed to approach us gradually. Darkness restores the approach.<br /><br />In the absence of sight, knowledge becomes provisional. You learn through adjustment instead of conclusion. You accept that the world exceeds your categories because you cannot stabilize it instantly. The supernatural begins exactly at this threshold &mdash; not when something impossible appears, but when certainty loses priority. A shape in darkness is not yet a thing. It is a negotiation between expectation and sensation. The mind does not simply interpret reality; it participates in its formation. For a moment, perception and imagination share responsibility for what exists. Perhaps this is why the night has always been linked to revelation. Mystics did not seek blinding light but obscurity &mdash; caves, closed eyes, silence. Not to see nothing, but to see without the tyranny of definition. In darkness, meaning does not arrive as an image but as a relation: a presence felt rather than identified.<br /><br />Day answers the question <em>what is it?&nbsp;</em>Night asks <em>what is happening between us?&nbsp;</em>We fear darkness because it refuses to behave as background. It becomes an active medium, like water. You move through it and it moves through you. Objects are no longer contained by their shapes but by your attention. Reality becomes participatory. And so the dark teaches a slower intelligence &mdash; one based on proximity, hesitation, and listening. You learn the size of a room from echo, the nearness of another person from breath, the existence of yourself from orientation. Knowledge becomes situational, alive, and slightly unstable. When the lights return, certainty feels almost crude. Everything is immediately categorized again. But some awareness remains: the memory that the world is larger than what sight permits, and that understanding sometimes begins when visibility ends.<br />&#8203;<br />Darkness does not hide the world.<br />It removes your distance from it.<br />&nbsp;<br /></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Is Art Dead?]]></title><link><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/is-art-dead]]></link><comments><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/is-art-dead#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Mon, 25 Aug 2025 09:27:07 GMT</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/is-art-dead</guid><description><![CDATA[       EpitaphHere Lies Artb. Prehistoric Cave Wallsd. Instagram, officially pronounced dead by AISurvived by: NFTs, overpriced coffee-table books, ironic tote bags, and whatever Banksy is doing.Cause of death: complications from capitalism, untreated relevance syndrome, and chronic overexposure.Funeral service: Sponsored by Louis Vuitton.Flowers may be replaced by likes and shares.Is Art Dead?Yes. Absolutely. Art is dead. It died sometime between Duchamp&rsquo;s urinal and Damien Hirst&rsquo;s  [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><div class="wsite-image wsite-image-border-none " style="padding-top:10px;padding-bottom:10px;margin-left:0;margin-right:0;text-align:center"> <a> <img src="https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/uploads/8/4/4/4/8444152/rip_orig.jpeg" alt="Picture" style="width:auto;max-width:100%" /> </a> <div style="display:block;font-size:90%"></div> </div></div>  <div class="paragraph"><font size="5">Epitaph</font><br /><strong>Here Lies Art</strong><br />b. Prehistoric Cave Walls<br />d. Instagram, officially pronounced dead by AI<br />Survived by: NFTs, overpriced coffee-table books, ironic tote bags, and whatever Banksy is doing.<br />Cause of death: complications from capitalism, untreated relevance syndrome, and chronic overexposure.<br />Funeral service: Sponsored by Louis Vuitton.<br />Flowers may be replaced by likes and shares.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Is Art Dead?</strong><br />Yes. Absolutely. Art is dead. It died sometime between Duchamp&rsquo;s urinal and Damien Hirst&rsquo;s pickled shark, though its body wasn&rsquo;t discovered until Instagram turned every museum into a selfie backdrop. By the time AI started spitting out Renaissance Jesus portraits of Elon Musk, the corpse was already decomposed, wearing Gucci sunglasses, and being sold at Sotheby&rsquo;s for $5 million.<br /><strong>Death by a Thousand Mediums</strong><br />Art has been murdered more times than a mob boss in a Scorsese film. Painting bled out when photography showed up. Theater took a bullet when cinema hit the scene. Duchamp came along and euthanized whatever dignity was left by putting a urinal on a pedestal and calling it a day. Modernism, postmodernism, post-postmodernism &mdash; every new &ldquo;ism&rdquo; was just another stab wound. Yet somehow, the body twitched. Zombie art. Vampire art. The walking dead of culture.<br /><strong>Art, the Lifestyle Product</strong><br />In life, art once claimed to elevate humanity. In death, it became interior design for the wealthy and digital wallpaper for everyone else. Museums are now spiritual spas for influencers. Art fairs are shopping malls for oligarchs. NFTs? Imagine a midlife crisis compressed into a pixel and sold for the price of a small country&rsquo;s GDP. At this point, art isn&rsquo;t about expression. It&rsquo;s about asset management.<br /><strong>Assisted Suicide by Algorithm</strong><br />Let&rsquo;s talk about the real killer: the algorithm. Today, art doesn&rsquo;t need critics, curators, or philosophers &mdash; it needs engagement metrics. Forget genius; give me virality. Forget vision; give me visibility. And while artists pump out endless content into the abyss, audiences scroll by at thumb-breaking speed, muttering: &ldquo;Next.&rdquo; Death by infinite production. Suffocated not by censorship, but by sheer volume.<br /><strong>The Pathetic Resurrection Attempts</strong><br />Of course, every time we declare art dead, someone drags the corpse upright and insists it&rsquo;s alive. Look, it can walk! Street murals! Protest banners! Memes with teeth! Yes, art sometimes twitches in the wild, but let&rsquo;s be honest: those are spasms, not resurrections. Just because a dead frog twitches when you poke it with a stick doesn&rsquo;t mean it&rsquo;s alive.<br /><strong>The Funeral Joke</strong><br />If art is dead, what killed it? Capitalism? Technology? Boredom? The answer is all of the above &mdash; plus us. We killed it with our hunger for speed, novelty, and distraction. We wanted art cheap, fast, and everywhere. And guess what? We got it. Art hasn&rsquo;t died &mdash; we&rsquo;ve just overdosed on it. We&rsquo;re the ones lying on the slab.<br /><strong>Long Live the Corpse</strong><br />So here&rsquo;s the eulogy: Art is dead. It died bloated on its own self-importance and choked on hashtags. Its ghost now haunts biennales, gallery dinners, and your feed, whispering: <em>&ldquo;Do you like me? Please like me.&rdquo;</em><br />Art is dead. Long live the corpse.<br />&nbsp;<br /><br /></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Thresholds: The Architecture of Silence]]></title><link><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/thresholds-the-architecture-of-silence]]></link><comments><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/thresholds-the-architecture-of-silence#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Wed, 20 Aug 2025 10:17:27 GMT</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/thresholds-the-architecture-of-silence</guid><description><![CDATA[       Silence is not where language ends &mdash; it is where it begins to unravel.It is the space before the word, beneath the sentence, around the utterance.Not empty, but charged &mdash; with memory, with tension, with potential.We speak of silence as if it were a lack, but it has its own contours, its own physics, its own architecture.To attend to silence is not to escape meaning, but to enter a deeper negotiation with it.What does it mean to dwell in what cannot be said &mdash; or what refu [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><div class="wsite-image wsite-image-border-none " style="padding-top:10px;padding-bottom:10px;margin-left:0;margin-right:0;text-align:center"> <a> <img src="https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/uploads/8/4/4/4/8444152/beirut-manuscript-2024-img-37_orig.jpg" alt="Picture" style="width:auto;max-width:100%" /> </a> <div style="display:block;font-size:90%"></div> </div></div>  <div class="paragraph"><strong>Silence is not where language ends &mdash; it is where it begins to unravel.</strong><br />It is the space before the word, beneath the sentence, around the utterance.<br />Not empty, but charged &mdash; with memory, with tension, with potential.<br />We speak of silence as if it were a lack, but it has its own contours, its own physics, its own architecture.<br />To attend to silence is not to escape meaning, but to enter a deeper negotiation with it.<br />What does it mean to dwell in what cannot be said &mdash; or what refuses to be spoken?<br />This is not a question of speech versus silence, but of how silence is built, inhabited, imposed, chosen, and transformed.<br />This is an inquiry not into absence,<br />but into the structures that hold what words leave behind.<br />&nbsp;<br /><strong><em>&ldquo;A threshold is not a line but a soft collapse in the architecture of sound.&rdquo;<br /></em></strong><br /><strong>Threshold: Entry into Stillness</strong><br />Silence is not the negation of sound, but the condition against which sound becomes legible. It is neither absence nor emptiness; rather, it is a medium &mdash; a spatial and temporal field &mdash; through which perception reorganizes itself.<br />To enter silence is not to withdraw from the world, but to encounter it differently. One does not simply <em>fall</em> into silence &mdash; one crosses into it, as if crossing a threshold between modes of knowing. The threshold is crucial: it is not an edge, but a zone of transformation, where language hesitates and meaning begins to unmoor itself from certainty.<br />Silence resists measurement. It exceeds the logic of linear time. It thickens, folds, halts. In this way, it resembles potential: the moment <em>before</em> articulation, where thought trembles on the verge of form. Perhaps silence is not mute, but pre-verbal &mdash; a latency rather than a lack.<br />To conceptualize silence architecturally is to grant it structure, to admit that it has dimensions, orientations, and affective weight. It has thresholds, chambers, echoing interiors. It may even have walls &mdash; though not all of them visible. Some silences enclose; others open.<br />What is the epistemology of silence? What does it allow us to know &mdash; or to unknow?<br />Standing at the threshold, we are asked to surrender immediacy. To listen, not for something, but to the act of listening itself.<br />Here, before anything is said, something already begins to shift.<br /></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Murder Monday: Ed Gein]]></title><link><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/murder-monday]]></link><comments><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/murder-monday#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Mon, 11 Aug 2025 09:59:24 GMT</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Ed Gein]]></category><category><![CDATA[folklore]]></category><category><![CDATA[popular culture]]></category><category><![CDATA[Serial killlers]]></category><category><![CDATA[true crime]]></category><category><![CDATA[urban legends]]></category><category><![CDATA[Wisconsin]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/murder-monday</guid><description><![CDATA[    Copyright: Milwaukee Journal Sentinel    From Graveyards to Ghost Stories: How Ed Gein Became American Folklore&#8203;In the frozen fields of Plainfield, Wisconsin, winters can feel endless. Snow buries the land, the wind rattles old barn doors, and the nights stretch on for so long you start to imagine things moving out there in the dark. For decades, townsfolk whispered about the man who once lived at the edge of those fields &mdash; a quiet, pale-eyed farmer named Ed Gein.In life, he was  [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><div class="wsite-image wsite-image-border-none " style="padding-top:10px;padding-bottom:30px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;text-align:center"> <a> <img src="https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/uploads/8/4/4/4/8444152/plainfield_orig.webp" alt="Picture" style="width:auto;max-width:100%" /> </a> <div style="display:block;font-size:90%">Copyright: Milwaukee Journal Sentinel </div> </div></div>  <div class="paragraph"><strong><font size="5">From Graveyards to Ghost Stories: How Ed Gein Became American Folklore<br />&#8203;</font></strong><br />In the frozen fields of Plainfield, Wisconsin, winters can feel endless. Snow buries the land, the wind rattles old barn doors, and the nights stretch on for so long you start to imagine things moving out there in the dark. For decades, townsfolk whispered about the man who once lived at the edge of those fields &mdash; a quiet, pale-eyed farmer named Ed Gein.<br />In life, he was a loner. In death &mdash; or at least after his arrest &mdash; he became something else entirely: a creature of rumor, a boogeyman stitched together from half-truths and tabloid nightmares.<br />The story of Ed Gein begins like any small-town cautionary tale. Born in 1906, raised under the crushing rule of a fanatically religious mother, Gein rarely ventured far from the family farm. When she died, he was left alone with the creaking house, the fields, and his own obsessions. The neighbors didn&rsquo;t see much of him after that. They didn&rsquo;t need to &mdash; stories have a way of growing even without proof.<br /><br /><strong>The Crimes of Ed Gein</strong><br />The official record of Ed Gein&rsquo;s crimes is grim enough, but it&rsquo;s the details &mdash; the ones that made even seasoned investigators blanch &mdash; that sealed his place in American nightmare.<br />In the early 1950s, graves in the Plainfield Cemetery began to look&hellip; disturbed. Families whispered about soil turned up, flowers trampled, the feeling that someone had been where they shouldn&rsquo;t. But in a town where gossip outran fact, the rumors settled into the background &mdash; until November 16, 1957.<br />That morning, hardware store owner Bernice Worden went missing. The trail led directly to Gein, whose receipt for antifreeze was the last entry in her shop&rsquo;s ledger. When deputies arrived at his farm that night, they found Worden&rsquo;s body in a shed, dressed and treated like a deer carcass after a hunt.<br />The search of the farmhouse revealed something far worse. In the dim, cluttered rooms, deputies uncovered:<ul><li><strong>Household items made from human skin</strong> &mdash; lampshades, chair seats, and wastebaskets.</li><li><strong>A belt made from nipples</strong>, carefully stitched together.</li><li><strong>A box of preserved noses</strong>, as if collected like trinkets.</li><li><strong>A &ldquo;woman suit&rdquo;</strong> sewn from multiple corpses, complete with a mask made from a human face.</li></ul> Many of these remains came from Gein&rsquo;s grave-robbing expeditions. By his own admission, he would slip into cemeteries late at night, dig into fresh graves, and take only what he needed &mdash; sometimes an entire body, sometimes just parts. His stated goal was not murder alone, but to recreate the body of his mother, to &ldquo;become&rdquo; her in flesh.<br />Psychiatrists later declared him legally insane. He was committed to the Central State Hospital for the Criminally Insane, where he remained until his death in 1984.<br />But by then, the line between man and myth was already blurred. In the public&rsquo;s mind, the details of his crimes merged with the exaggerated versions whispered over coffee in Plainfield diners &mdash; and, later, the horrors imagined on cinema screens.<br /><br /><strong>From Criminal to Folklore</strong><br />By the time the farmhouse was burned to the ground &mdash; some say in an act of mercy, others say to erase a curse &mdash; Gein&rsquo;s story had already passed from fact into something stranger. It wasn&rsquo;t just about the crimes anymore. It was about what he represented: the hidden darkness of rural America, the reminder that evil doesn&rsquo;t always arrive with a roar. Sometimes it comes in overalls, with a polite nod at the grocery store.<br />The <em>Plainfield Ghoul</em>, as the press christened him, belonged to a specific American tradition: the small-town horror. These stories thrive on isolation &mdash; a farmhouse at the edge of nowhere, a man who doesn&rsquo;t quite fit in, a landscape that swallows screams. In the folklore version of Gein&rsquo;s tale, the farm becomes a kind of cursed ground, the graveyard gates never truly closing, the winter wind carrying the clink of metal tools from a shed long gone.<br />What made Gein&rsquo;s transformation into a folk figure inevitable was the strange intimacy of his crimes. He wasn&rsquo;t the faceless killer in the city streets; he was the neighbor who fixed your fence, the man who offered you a ride when your car broke down. That dissonance &mdash; the ordinary face hiding the unimaginable &mdash; is what made America unable to let him go.<br /><br /><strong>Influence on Popular Culture</strong><br />And then came Hollywood.<br />In 1960, <em>Psycho</em> introduced Norman Bates: the dutiful son, trapped under his mother&rsquo;s shadow, hiding horrors in the basement. A decade later, <em>The Texas Chain Saw Massacre</em> gave us Leatherface: mute, masked, and swinging a chainsaw in a farmhouse that looked suspiciously like Plainfield&rsquo;s. In 1991, <em>The Silence of the Lambs</em> added Buffalo Bill, who sewed together his own grotesque second skin. Each of these characters took a piece of Gein &mdash; his fixation on his mother, his grim handiwork, his rural setting &mdash; and stitched them into pop culture&rsquo;s most enduring monsters.<br />Over time, the fiction began to feed the folklore. People who&rsquo;d never heard of Plainfield knew the archetype: the killer next door, the rural hermit, the man who collects more than just tools in his shed. In this way, Gein stopped being just a historical figure. He became an American myth &mdash; equal parts fact, fear, and film reel.<br /><br /><strong>The Folklore Filter</strong><br />But myths have their price. The transformation of Gein&rsquo;s life into entertainment means the real victims, Mary Hogan and Bernice Worden, are often reduced to footnotes. The horror becomes a spectacle; the man becomes a caricature. This tension &mdash; between truth and the stories we choose to tell &mdash; is at the heart of every piece of modern American folklore.<br />Today, Gein&rsquo;s name still circulates in late-night conversations and internet threads. Teenagers swap exaggerated tales &mdash; that he haunted the cemetery, that his spirit still roams the fields, that the burned farmhouse sometimes reappears under a harvest moon. None of it is true, of course. But then again, neither is most folklore.<br />And that&rsquo;s the enduring power of Ed Gein&rsquo;s legend: he is no longer just a man, or even a murderer. He is a shadow stitched into the American imagination &mdash; part history, part horror story, and part warning about what we fear might be living quietly among us.<br /><br /><strong>Epilogue: The Last Light</strong><br />On some nights in Plainfield, when the fields are empty and the frost hangs heavy on the air, locals say you can see a faint light moving where Gein&rsquo;s farmhouse once stood. It drifts from room to room &mdash; though there are no rooms left &mdash; and then disappears into the earth.<br />The old-timers will tell you it&rsquo;s nothing but swamp gas, or kids with flashlights. But the story has its own rhythm now. They say the light is Ed himself, lantern in hand, searching the ground for something he left behind.<br />No one agrees on what that &ldquo;something&rdquo; is. Some say it&rsquo;s the grave he never finished digging. Others say it&rsquo;s his mother, calling him home.<br />&#8203;<br />Either way, no one lingers long enough to find out.</div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[What Remains: Musings on the Beirut Port Explosion]]></title><link><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/what-remains-musings-on-the-beirut-port-explosion]]></link><comments><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/what-remains-musings-on-the-beirut-port-explosion#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Mon, 04 Aug 2025 09:40:19 GMT</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/what-remains-musings-on-the-beirut-port-explosion</guid><description><![CDATA[View from my window: the port, 2014 On August 4, 2020, the heart of Beirut was shattered. In the weeks that followed, something inside me also split &mdash; a rupture felt not only in grief, but in the surreal realization that such a catastrophic event, one that should have shaken the foundations of a broken system, led to so little change. The scale of the devastation demanded transformation. And yet, here we are. Years later, the same faces, the same structures, the same silence.There&rsquo;s  [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span class='imgPusher' style='float:left;height:0px'></span><span style='display: table;width:auto;position:relative;float:left;max-width:100%;;clear:left;margin-top:0px;*margin-top:0px'><a><img src="https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/uploads/8/4/4/4/8444152/dsc0038-1024-2_orig.jpg" style="margin-top: 5px; margin-bottom: 30px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 10px; border-width:1px;padding:3px; max-width:100%" alt="Picture" class="galleryImageBorder wsite-image" /></a><span style="display: table-caption; caption-side: bottom; font-size: 90%; margin-top: -30px; margin-bottom: 30px; text-align: center;" class="wsite-caption">View from my window: the port, 2014</span></span> <div class="paragraph" style="display:block;"><br /><br />On August 4, 2020, the heart of Beirut was shattered. In the weeks that followed, something inside me also split &mdash; a rupture felt not only in grief, but in the surreal realization that such a catastrophic event, one that should have shaken the foundations of a broken system, led to so little change. The scale of the devastation demanded transformation. And yet, here we are. Years later, the same faces, the same structures, the same silence.<br /><br />There&rsquo;s a particular sadness in that &mdash; a deep, aching kind of sorrow that goes beyond mourning the lives lost or the buildings flattened. It is the sadness of betrayal. Of watching injustice prevail with impunity. Of realizing that for many in power, even the deaths of hundreds and the injuries of thousands are not enough to spark reform. The explosion was not just a physical event; it was a collapse of trust, of belief that those meant to protect us might someday do so.<br /><br />And yet, I wasn&rsquo;t there. I wasn&rsquo;t in the streets that filled with glass, blood, and the howling of sirens. I wasn&rsquo;t part of the cleanup crews or the hospital queues. But Beirut lives inside me. My heart is still there &mdash; in its stubborn resilience, in its chaotic beauty, in the grief that never quite settles. There&rsquo;s a strange guilt in being away, and a stranger pain in still feeling so tethered.<br /><br />Hope, in this context, feels like both a necessity and a kind of madness. To hope is to resist. But sometimes it also feels naive &mdash; especially when the same entrenched powers keep spinning their wheels in the same mud. Still, I try to hold onto it. I imagine a Beirut that is free &mdash; not just from corrupt leadership, but from the weight of perpetual survival. I imagine something blooming in the cracks. Not despite the explosion, but in its wake.<br />&#8203;<br />Perhaps this is what it means to love a place so deeply: to grieve its suffering, to rage at its injustices, to dream of its future even when it feels impossible. Beirut, to me, is not only a place of loss, but a place of longing &mdash; and in that longing, a quiet insistence that something better must still be possible.</div> <hr style="width:100%;clear:both;visibility:hidden;"></hr>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Breaking the Frame: On Artistic Process and the Power of Disruption]]></title><link><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/breaking-the-frame-on-artistic-process-and-the-power-of-disruption]]></link><comments><![CDATA[https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/breaking-the-frame-on-artistic-process-and-the-power-of-disruption#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Tue, 22 Apr 2025 09:52:59 GMT</pubDate><category><![CDATA[art]]></category><category><![CDATA[artist]]></category><category><![CDATA[art process]]></category><category><![CDATA[philosophy]]></category><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/musings/breaking-the-frame-on-artistic-process-and-the-power-of-disruption</guid><description><![CDATA[ 				 				  Every artist builds their own rhythm &mdash; rituals of making, preferred materials, trusted themes, habits that feel like home. This rhythm is a lifeline in a world that often undervalues creativity. But over time, that rhythm can become a cage. What once supported the work begins to stifle it. The same brushstrokes, the same palette, the same ideas, over and over again. Comfort turns into constraint.Self-imposed constraints can be useful &mdash; a limited color range, a conceptual  [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><div style="height: 20px; overflow: hidden;"></div> 				<div id='876043147167121549-gallery' class='imageGallery' style='line-height: 0px; padding: 0; margin: 0'><div id='876043147167121549-imageContainer0' style='float:left;width:49.95%;margin:0;'><div id='876043147167121549-insideImageContainer0' style='position:relative;margin:20px;'><div class='galleryImageHolder' style='position:relative; width:100%; padding:0 0 100%;overflow:hidden;'><div class='galleryInnerImageHolder'><a href='https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/uploads/8/4/4/4/8444152/img-3538_orig.jpg' rel='lightbox[gallery876043147167121549]' title='from this...'><img src='https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/uploads/8/4/4/4/8444152/img-3538.jpg' class='galleryImage' _width='800' _height='795' style='position:absolute;border:0;width:100.63%;top:0%;left:-0.31%' /></a></div></div></div></div><div id='876043147167121549-imageContainer1' style='float:left;width:49.95%;margin:0;'><div id='876043147167121549-insideImageContainer1' style='position:relative;margin:20px;'><div class='galleryImageHolder' style='position:relative; width:100%; padding:0 0 100%;overflow:hidden;'><div class='galleryInnerImageHolder'><a href='https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/uploads/8/4/4/4/8444152/img-3548_orig.jpg' rel='lightbox[gallery876043147167121549]' title='...to this'><img src='https://www.elizabethkhouryart.com/uploads/8/4/4/4/8444152/img-3548.jpg' class='galleryImage' _width='583' _height='800' style='position:absolute;border:0;width:100%;top:-18.61%;left:0%' /></a></div></div></div></div><span style='display: block; clear: both; height: 0px; overflow: hidden;'></span></div> 				<div style="height: 20px; overflow: hidden;"></div></div>  <div class="paragraph"><br />Every artist builds their own rhythm &mdash; rituals of making, preferred materials, trusted themes, habits that feel like home. This rhythm is a lifeline in a world that often undervalues creativity. But over time, that rhythm can become a cage. What once supported the work begins to stifle it. The same brushstrokes, the same palette, the same ideas, over and over again. Comfort turns into constraint.<br />Self-imposed constraints can be useful &mdash; a limited color range, a conceptual framework, a decision to only work with found materials &mdash; these can focus the mind, sharpen intention. But they can also become subconscious rules that govern your choices without you realizing it. You stop taking risks. You choose what you know will work. You begin to avoid the unknown &mdash; and with it, the potential for surprise, failure, or transformation.<br />That&rsquo;s when disruption becomes not only helpful, but necessary.<br /><br /><strong>The Art of Making Yourself Uncomfortable</strong><br />Breaking out of your own constraints isn&rsquo;t about abandoning everything you&rsquo;ve built. It&rsquo;s about shaking it up. It&rsquo;s about pulling yourself off the path just enough to remember what it feels like to be uncertain &mdash; to make something and not know if it&rsquo;s any good.<br />That discomfort is where growth lives.<br />It might mean:<ul><li>Using your non-dominant hand to draw or paint.</li><li>Switching from canvas to clay, from digital to analog, from realism to abstraction.</li><li>Working in silence if you usually blast music, or soundtracking your practice if you usually work in quiet.</li><li>Setting yourself absurd or arbitrary rules: make a piece in five minutes. Only use one color. Draw with your eyes closed. Create something you hate &mdash; and then try to love it.</li></ul> None of these exercises are about the final result. They&rsquo;re about finding the crack in the wall &mdash; that small break where light comes in and something unexpected can happen.<br /><br /><strong>Learning from the Resistance</strong><br />If you feel resistance to a new approach, that&rsquo;s a sign you&rsquo;re onto something. The part of you that wants to play it safe will whisper: <em>&ldquo;This isn&rsquo;t you.&rdquo;</em> It will try to protect the identity you&rsquo;ve built as an artist.<br />But growth requires friction. Identity needs challenge. The artistic process is not a straight line. It is a spiral, a zigzag, a storm. You have to be willing to surprise yourself &mdash; and sometimes disappoint yourself &mdash; in order to make something true.<br />Sometimes the work will look ugly or wrong. Sometimes it will fail completely. But even failure is fertile. Even the misstep teaches you where your boundaries are, and how to push them further.<br /><br /><strong>A Practice of Rebellion</strong><br />In the end, breaking out of your self-imposed constraints is an act of rebellion &mdash; against your own expectations, your habits, your need to always make something &lsquo;good.&rsquo; It&rsquo;s a reminder that art is not about mastery, but about exploration. Not about repeating yourself, but about discovering who you are &mdash; again and again &mdash; through the act of making.<br />So the next time your work starts to feel too comfortable, too predictable, too easy &mdash; break something. Smash the rules you made. Try something that feels a little wild. Make the unfamiliar your medium.<br />Your future self &mdash; and your future work &mdash; will thank you for it.</div>]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>